Swallow

Swallow

Believing I was tough
Speak only words that are blunt
Cut throat and rough

Friends?
Forget them
Made me stronger
Knowing they were never 
Set in stone 

Jealous envious 
Something I do not condone 
I am my own
Strong willed 
Bold 

Grab a glass 
Karma is pouring 
She never asks 
What you are thinking 
Future or past 

Emotions these days
Might as well
Be a sport 

All your pain
Lay on the court 
Regardless of the drama 
Let it all guide

Your self 
Ignore the doubt 
Gather it up
Allow it
To come out 

Hug yourself 
Cry
Feel
Reborn 
Strength 
Fear

Taste the hate
From everything
Everyone 
Everyday 

The colours 
The words 
The things you believed 
The broken 
Unfulfilled promises

Blue and green 
Water 
Animals 
Simplistic innocence 

For a moment 
 It Made you forget 
How much you care 
How much you love 
How much you enjoy the touch of another 

Though nothing can compare 
To the shadow of the moon 
Constant dispare 
Regardless of the rules 
We rule
Air
I can’t breathe 
unless I take a deep breath 
My lungs remember 
Hold myself 
Forgive
Uncomfortable 
Though I can
Succumb too
It’s not just me who wants to
Forget 
It’s the negativity 
My fears 
Regrets
To the sight above 

Not just my left or rights 
Not just my pets 
Does no one see 
I am doing my best 

Mistakes
I make a ton 
Anyone?

Oh I forgot I have no one around