swing

there is an empty swing 
in Trinidad alone in the dark
The same one we use to sit on 
Many years ago in the same park

It’s the first time I seen it
in about twenty five years
and Just looking at it brings back
memories of The pain and tears

She said that she is so sorry
And wish to get me back again
she Said the poorness of her parents
Made her cause me so much pain

When I got in the accident 
And every one though that I died
And while I laid in alone in a coma
She said many nights she had cried

She though I would not come back
And she wanted to wait till eternity
But my friend use his father wealth
And her parents force her to marry

Then weeks after when I pull thru
Her heart just died in side
She broke down where she was
And everyday would she cried

Their marriage end in divorce
Because it was never build on love
And she said every living second 
i was the one she was thinking of

The day I awake in the hospital
My first words was to call her name
But she was not there
And I ask them why she did not came

No one wanted to tell me
That she’s not going to come again
Then an arrow when thru my heart
And from that day I live in pain

How did I survive I don’t know
I put my head down and breathe
I live alone for many years
Only going out to get what I need

Although many years have past
But every day I wake in the hospital
And I know it’s just in my mind
But it won’t ever leave me at all

I feel sorry for her now 
An although she is sorry for her doing
I will always keep her in my heart
But I can never love her again

she curse me to hurt for ever
For that time will never go away
And no matter how hard I try
I relive that day every single day