Tainted

I've been beaten, I've been bruised,
I've been fucked, I've been used,
I've remembered, I've forgot,
I've been found but lately lost,
I've been loved, I've been hated,
My soul has been flawless, but now it's tainted,
I've been happy, I've been sad,
I've been pissed off, I've been mad,
I've been broken, I've been scarred,
Time flies, life's hard,
I've cried, I've bled,
I've stayed, I've fled,
I've smiled but it was never real,
You wouldn't either if you felt what I feel,
Are you broken?  Are you bruised?
You're fucked, I'm used,
I have remembered what I once forgot,
I'll never find what I lost,
I've been loved but I've only hated,
My soul is deep but forever tainted.