tears

tears in my eyes 
burning pain that wont go away
with the worst sorrow i could have

you collect my tears
you really dont care
about my life slowly flowing

in your hand a knife
you cut and cut
my meat red-
-fresh on the plate
you feed me myself

i couldnt care less about the pain 
i want my life back, give it to me
give back what you took
give back what you fed me
i want to live normal
i dont want this shit

and still you cut into me
like im just an animal,
a thing that does not feel

you drunk the tears
you have collected
you ate the meat
you have cut

there is no more
on my bones
the eyes are dry

and still
you want more

there is nothing

what you want 
you wont get

what you need? 
i forget

forget, forgot
who cares now
ill just die