With tears in my eyes

If I don’t wake tomorrow please tell them why
Not with lies, tell them I passed on with tears in my eyes
I gave the best I could, the best I would
The best I thought I should
Let my judgment day be swift
My pain, I cant handle it
Control it… I lost hold of it
I feel like I cant go through it
My life I just don’t know what to do with it
So now I lay me down to sleep
God come and get me this pain hurts too deep
If I don’t wake tomorrow please tell them why
With no lies, tell them I passed on with tears in my eyes 
Death from a broken heart
loneliness, hopelessness, Dear God where should I start
My whole life’s been ripped apart, tossed to the side..set out for the trash
Lost forever..still wanting it back
There is no one but me, just me 
Only me….
I can’t take it 
Through the night I wont make it
So if I don’t wake tomorrow..someone please tell them why
Don’t tell no lie…tell them I passed with tears in my eyes!