Teased by perfection

Teased by perfection
He is that 10 out of 10 man
Tall, broad and handsome
Does for all, what he can
Emotions like fireworks
Still we speak everyday
What he brings to my life
I cannot explain
Love or obsession?
It's love, of this I'm sure
After so many months
It's still him I adore
I need to break the cycle
Let him have what he wants
But does he? I'm not certain
I think its still me
I'm what he wants!
For now I'm happy
He's still in my life
But seriously,it's not good for the ego
To be rejected with such might
Why can't he be honest?
Just open the doors
Put me first for a change
Not that ugly whore!
Bang! Here come the fireworks
The thought of her face
It fills me with hatred
She's taken my place
Beauty lies dormant
I no longer feel
All I love and cherish gone
I'm empty. I need you......still

xxx