Teenage reality check

My legs are shaking.
My heart is breaking 
How original. 
Can't deal with confirmation
I can fight somewhat
But you got my heart in a chokehold
You're squeezing tight 
Look at you mr stronghold
Made a mess of me already
Exposed all my flaws 
You look at me differently 
Or dont even look at me at all 
Shatter my windpipe so I can't say your name
Jokes on me you found us to blame
Am I done with you now?
No
Should I be? 
Probably but we are meant to be after all.