Tell me how to say it

I can’t speak the words myself
What’s the phrase? “Cat got ya tongue?” 
And if I did have the simplest idea of how to express what I feel , is it real? Is it genuine? 

I lie in my bed every night just a phone call away from you, trying to figure out the worth of the situation 
Is it really worth the exposure? is it really worth the confrontation ?

After a night’s worth of dealing with my own internal crazy, with my own rapid fatal attraction for you 
I demanded to kno what was hiding behind the tough skin of that phone call 
And just before i Gave up hope that I might be the ONLY one crazy enough to let my heart live....
You let your light shine through and you had emotions to give

Tell me what’s your secret? How do you know when you have truly fell hard
Tell me how to express it 
Show me how to surrender and submit

The feeling is mutual, I’m scared to love you too 
But considering you are so courageous I can’t be anything less 
I can’t slack on my end 
Because then I’ll scare you away 
Then you’ll think I rejected you and we’ll grow distant day by day 

I’d hate to lose you. 
I’d hate my silence being the cause of that even much so. 
You just got here and I haven’t learned you yet. 
We haven’t had time to grow

So teach me your way, show me your strength 
Don’t hold out on the empathy 
Let love live 
Tell me how to say it
Tell me how to say I love you.