Thank you

Listen, I have a past  A stalker and he won’t leave me alone. 
Watching everything I do watching every move I make  , every step I take, wondering 
have I moved on 
I can feel him staring at me in aw from a distance with his Beaty eyes, and Long claws that ripped through my skin leaving permanent scares. That only he and I can see 
obsessed about the woman I am today
with out him weighing down watching the progress I’ve made trying to heel from the damage he caused the heart HE BROKE 

See my past I mean stalker feels like i owe him recognition for who I am today  forever being that anchor I tried so hard to tare away from that anchor that kept my ship from sailing through the beautiful sea of a bright future but, I was stuck in depression sea, anxiety lake, and suicidal falls.
 Rotting and drowning over and over.
Him
Forever being my trigger to everything that is wrong with me 
My past 
Everyday taunting me being a constant reminder of everything I want to forget, and never go through again furious! That I am steady running from him instead of facing him in fear that I might have really move on. 
I have, I just didn’t tell him yet.
So today I might just face my past ,I mean stalker and let him know that I thank him 
Because with out you I would not be the woman I am today. Now...you can leave me alone.