The boy finally spoke his mind

I saw your smile and it fell upon me 
When I close my eyes you’re all I see 
To getting money and getting good grades 
Your all I need 
Tell me why you don’t talk to me 
Why don’t we go back to the past 
When I would tell you a joke and you’d laugh 
I kept my mouth shut for five years 
I told you how I felt because the pain grew to much to bare 
You didn’t even care 
What I had to say 
Or how I felt 
You will never know exactly how I felt 
To you all I am is a ghost now 
I want to set you free 
But still haven’t landed on my feet