the clock on my watch on my wrist,
Every time I look to my watch, on my wrist,
I see the scars that remind me of my past,
The cuts that haunt my dreams,
The memories that will forever be there,
Reminding me that all I was in life is an failure,
That's all il ever be,
That's what everyone wants me to be,
I look into my heart,
And find empty remains of dust and broken romance,
My heart will forever lie open,
Along with my pride,
Lost in my own world,
I stand close to the edge,
Tipping my toes over leaning in,
No one to catch me,
Just those behind me,
Calling me names,
They say,
I'm retarded,
Mental,
Stupid,
Gay,
Dough bag,
Dip shit,
Useless,
I stand there as they temp me,
Wasn't until I realized,
I jumped off years ago,
All I am now is a corpse,
But il jump again,
Hoping this time,
The fall will kill me,
I wish to be gone,
So I no longer have to be a burden,
To be a waste of time,
I'm tired of the comments,
I'm tired of the teachers,
Just waiting for me to mess up once,
To rid of me from there schools,
I guess this is just me,
Saying my final goodbyes.
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Thanks Cherie wrote this yesterday after being kicked out of school OSS anyhow yeah I trully appriciate the supportive advice and great comment and I'm glad my write touched you and it was relatable very appraiciate thank you Cherie
Duuude. This is deep. I have felt this before and I do have the scars to prove them. It's tough. but God is merely saying "I have something better"
So true Adriana brilliantly said thank you for the supportive comment
Hey Dameon!!.......... my heart bled as I read this.........I understand pain so well......... and after coming to terms with my God..........I decided to let time teach me.......... and not be torn to shreds by my own tears......... and I gotta tell you bro.........I have cried buckets all alone in my thoughts.........I don't know what to say to you.... because you've walked a completely different path from mine.... so please allow me to simply say....... this is one of the bravest writes I've ever read!!........... your cyber-friend and admirer.............T xo
hey, i completely love this poem because i relate in so many ways. it's sad that we go through things like this but i hope you know it only gets better from here trust me. when i was 12 i tried to take my life. i was dead for 5 mins until the paramedics got to me and brought me back. if you leave forever you'll never have a chance at a better life my dear friend. and life can be so beautiful so please don't do anything :) im sure anyone would be willing to listen. Remember life is a sweet dessert that has a few sour bitter bites in the beginning it's what's left that you gotta wait for :)
So true and thanks Catalina for the supportive and self confident boosting comment and everything you said was powerful and honest I love the dessert analogy as well but I like to see life as if you are the pen and life is the paper you can draw your picture all you want but once the paper is full. You will have to restart again, over and over, until finally you get the perfict drawing, until you "get the picture" anyhow thanks for the support i am glad you spent the time to leave a comment and read this. Anyhwo wish ya the best. And catch ya on the flip side of things