The demons in me

There was once a little girl to afraid to tell.

She held her head up high so no one would tell she was different or strange.

She hid things so we'll the bruises hidden in places no one could see only ever her him or me.

I guess I was falling apart at the seems I kept the demons hidden inside my head.

She wore that smile so we'll she kept all their secrets locked inside her mind.

She was 11 years old she grew up so fast some might say over night but she had to stay strong but the demons took hold inside her mind. 

Yet still she pretended she was fine she just wanted a friend she just wanted to please them.

She hid In The corner of their room in the dark hoping maybe they wouldn't find me but the demons always did they would find away to hurt me .

Feeling their fist upon my face no words left to say I'm ok I pretend I love them please don't hurt me today.

I just wanted to run and never look back no strength left inside no more reasons left to fight .

Then one day she stood up words echo round round inside her head.

Would anyone miss me if I was dead then something clicked I side she no longer felt ashamed.

All she knew was her life would change forever from that day on.

She became a survivor not a victim no more she became the person she always wanted to be .

She would give up her life to help anyone she slowly gaining the trust she lost in people and friends along the way .

Everyday is not easy and it's a constant battle to fight the demons inside me I won before and will win again.

The end