The emotional carnival

I’m just trying to collect how I feel
Nothing you say could make me squeal 
Or pull my layers back
Like a banana peel

My sanity runs in circles
Like a fucking Ferris wheel
I dare you to buy a ticket 
On a round trip 

To how I really feel 
Let’s sit in these spinning tea cups 
And overthink 
Everything we wished for
Our greatest regrets 
And biggest fears

Let’s run to the roller coaster
Of selfish despair 
While holding hands 
Only to sit 
And raise our trust
To open air