The End

Today I saw a butterfly 
It was blue 
Just like your favorite color 
It landed on the roses you planted outside 
Funny thing is 
I was just asking for a sign 
A sign that you are still here 
I miss you 
Fuck, I miss you 

Years have passed, time has gone on 
But I still haven’t gotten over you 
I took all of your pictures off the wall 
My therapist says it isn’t healthy to keep holding on 
Maybe holding on is the only thing that’s keeping me here 

Hello? Do you hear me? 
It’s me again
I know I don’t come here often anymore 
Coming here pains me 
I still have dreams about you
Dreams where we touch 
I’m getting better
I really am 
I’ve moved on and found someone knew
I’m happy 
Fuck, I’m happy 
I miss you 
Where are you 

I know you wanted me to live a full life
Have kids 
Grow old 
But living in a world without you is absurd 
Why would you tell me to do such a thing 
I drown my pain in drugs and booze 
It feels like my world is crashing down 
I always hope that you’ll come back 
But reality is you’re gone forever 
I wanna be gone too 

Hello it’s me
Do you hear me?
I’m finally here with you