The Five Stages Of Grief

(II)

They say love will tear us apart and they're  right

Loves an ax murderer and a cannibal too

Tear you limb from limb then put you in a stew

Cook you up all nice and steamy

Then force you to eat the mangled mess you are

You'll hate it so much you'll do it again 

You love to be loved and if you're not loving it's gonna hurt all the same 

Love will tear you apart and then consume you too

(III)

You make me cry an awful lot to care so much 

But,maybe that's the reason why I cry

You're scared and I'm headstrong 

If fear was paper,I'd crumple it up til its gone

To bad you've got a full pack of paper and you're not keen on sharing

(IV)

Should I be reassured to know I'm not the only who's hurting 

I was so worried about how this was hurting me I never stopped to think

I was always hurting you

We're so balanced like that

We go head to head and scratch for scratch

With our backs against each other we claw blindly in search for a way out

I just want to turn to you

But instead we turn on each other

We feel natural together but maybe that's because we're just natural enemies 

To touch is to burn 

I am gasoline and you're the ideal match

(I)

I'm holding hands with the pale thought of me touching my mouth to yours 

I said I'd never beg again

I threw myself and you didn't catch me

Was standing in front of you always so stifling?

I can't decided if I'd rather choke on practiced lies or hear the plain truth

Lies slide down like molten silk, the truth gets caught in my throat, too great to swallow

I'd be so much better with you and I could make you happy 

Feed me something soft, your right and I can't breathe around your dead end facts

I'm not going anywhere but back to bed, don't call me in the morning please 

Self induced coma to cope with my head

I really did picture this going so much better 

(V)

"I just want to make you happy"

That's as close as I'll ever toe the line of sharing how I feel 

I wanted it my way, but I really am fond of when the corners of your mouth turn up 

If my smile is contagious I'll try to do it more

You say my smiles pretty but you haven't seen yours

I can't cross the kitchen,the living room,the frontline that lies between us like a coiled venomous snake 

I can't hold your hand at tables or run my fingers through your hair

But sometimes I can make you laugh or make your job much easier

I'll settle for nothing less than your happiness but I'll look for any way to achieve it

"You are my sunshine, my merry sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray, you'll never know how,how much I love you,please don't take my sunshine away"