The Joker, a Fool

I've played a fool, then mistaken for a fool. Book and street smart cold guy with a big heart. Using intellect to go insane which can be used as a tool. The electrical currents that flows through our body but I know it's only a spark. The laughter I feel when you say you l- I cut you off cause I don't want to hear the word. They mean nothing according to the lies I've heard. Leave me in the morning, yawning. Spark something up, daunting. To realize it happens often. Promises empty only ones that made them were me to myself. Tables turning tablet popping is something I can't do. Pills only mean you're running from something but I'm trying to catch up to something I'm running to. Damaged? Good. I don't mind being damaged goods cause I'm not at your disposal for your personal use. You used that feeling too much for personal abuse. Cursed you. It's hurt to know that it's takes two. Rewind now take two. Go to the doctor call me in the morning after he just gave you two. Rounds you were shaking it was true. Your heart exploding in two. What is it that's god holding me back from or to? Drives me to a noose left me hanging with a couple of screws. I put them back in not insane nor ashame but if I snap you would know they were loose. Dream searching for clues. "I was-" no excuse. Used to being told "you're not mature enough" to me saying "some of you have some growing up to do". So if me wanting you enough for you to play me, calling me a goof don't be mad when my dick in a permanent use. Planning to pick and choose, but if I do don't complian just change my status of the marital and show me the truth. The Joker, the most damaged man in the world. Who could dish the pain but can't feel it if to the knowledge he knows it's coming he'll just laugh at you. So I'll just keep on laughing. Keep on smiling and know that I may be him but that doesn't mean I'm a fool.