THE PAIN KILLERS - 12 YEARS ON------ AND ME THE VOLUNTEER

Printed,
white crisp silence
Weighted ,printed,brief described
laid in the order shaken
uncounted in consumption
pretty in virgin grace
dine upon the pasted flesh
each in hour melted
disrupted 
clean against the dirty waste

parasite replaces blood
unwanted educated in its bribery
life floods away 
only the carved cross can seal
coated gods
depression handed in open palms

regimented in the upright mission
12 years the power created
no plea
happiness ,crashed,crushed,
pushed in legal holiday

how the volunteer
can become the easy taste