The perception of what kind of man I am

Divided into two 
One perfecting the other 
By eliminating 
All that what reminds me of you 
 
The other half 
Evolving passed it's time 
By creating 
Simple thoughts and dreams that are all mine  
 
A face hidden amongst so many others 
A mind too complex to bother any of us 
A heart beating for the sake of it's own good 
A body worn like a vessel was all it took 
To act, to look and to be a human even if society abandons me
 
A coin tossed into the air 
A decision we all have to make, that we all share 
The good, the bad and the ugly side of things 
How to deal with problems, coping with the pain others cannot see, what the table brings 
 
Accepting corruption that's just all around 
Facing your fears, as well as living with the doubt 
With one hand shaking another 
With the other refusing to cooperate as living your life isn't meant to be following orders, nor others 
 
A vision to proud to explain itself 
A love too big like exploring an endless delf 
A smile so mesmerizing that it hurts 
A path chosen without knowing if there’s a return 
 
Running before walking
Singing before knowing the song's lyrics
Lying before crying
Living before dying, simply understanding what makes a man tics

Holding a gun in front of a child
Telling him everything will be alright
As I shall cleanse and clean up the world
Doing that what nobody ever could

Which is embracing what and who you're... the difference
Neither one side of the coin that has been tossed
Neither one side of the person that has gone missing, has been lost
But the surprise event nobody suspects, yet pray for the most

Anti hero - Dancing with flames (Suited soundtrack)