The remains.

Your words left a permanent stain on my heart
 like lipstick on a t-shirt


And no matter how hard I scrub to get rid of the mess you left behind 


There is no fixing your voice in my mind

It’s hurts that you lied when you said you cared 


I started to believe it was a feeling we both shared


The expression of my heart hurting never used to have a meaning to me
.

But God my heart hurts
.

A heart is a heavy burden and I don’t know if my body can carry it for much longer. 


I never asked for answers

 I don’t want my questions answered


My body couldn’t hold the pain of my heart if I got the truth


I just wanted some sort of closure so I could start to carry my heart with a little more ease.


The remains of whatever we were is just that stupid stain on my t shirt


And it’s time to accept I cannot remove the stain 


But I can throw away this lipstick marked shirt.