The stairs to our wedding

Kids we was"

Together were we.

Because of you

Alone was something

i never knew. 

my crush of tiny kisses

that grew big

after evrey season. 

Seasoning me

By kississing me

With love repeatedly.

The words i love you

From my mouth

never made to you,

And your never made it to me

What for if we knew.

With every kiss feeling new.

I smile then giggled

remembering how

Evreyday i handed you my lunch.

With hopes of later

A kiss without rush.

So much that i remenber

You never having a sweatshirt.

but wore boots 

drizzled in rainbow leather.

And you were cold

it always showed.

I new your cold

was always a way

to let me make things better

and see that it was me

who gave you evry single one

of my sweatshirts. 

It took me forever to understand

that your love for me you had nurtured and planned it, to keep us together

do u remember"

how we never cared about the weather.

Cuz we were always in a hurry to be together. I even think i remember your first fight in school, because of a girl who said that she loved me too. I remenber Been late but saw her craying"

yelling please let me go. I dont want him.  hes all yours. I think she said that. but i don't remenber. I never knew why you girls fought till the day of our honey moon.

tired we was,

of all the love "

we gave us! 

Exhausted yes we was....

In my arms you fell sleep

you look so comfy

You look so pretty

that was u my lovely.

But that night i guess you dreamed of the day u fought your friend mindy. I felt your steamed, and went in your dream, when out of no where you started talking to me.

And telling me about the day your heart married me. that was the day you won the right to love me. I squeezed you tight you almost woke up that night. I remenber morning came and u ask why my eyes cried. But I could not tell you that now i knew bout your fight for rights.

but i dint want to lie to you.

so i told you i cry' because i love you.

And u said here now u can barrow my sweatshirt too.

And we laft and ended up making love too.

........i always new that walking down those stairs with you for years was the reason it felt normal walking down the isle of us forever...