The stoned night

Above the stars keep glowing, 
And here i keep searching
Like the wind that passes
I search for myself in this darkness
If only there is a meaning to these nights,
I wonder what it is !
Is this another life with no purpose?
Is this another life of cruel existence?
Is this another world i dont belong to?
Are these questions i may never find answer to?
Does these questions deserve an answer?
Are the answers worth this struggle?