The struggle
All of a sudden
I feel really afraid
I'm not sure i can cope
How strong was I made?
To suffer this horrible illness
Such an awful way to go
Takes you piece by piece
Leaving your dignity oh so low
All at once it seem so real,
until now I had some hope
But fear has somehow appeared
and I don't think I will cope
How can i regain my positive attitude?
my fight, my determination!
it's like I've nothing left to prove
If I've got worse to come
and I'm not coping now
Where do I find the guts to fight?
Summon up more strength, but how?
Added to that, i feel so guilty
dragging you on this journey with me
What have I done? What have I put you through?
i behaved so selfishly
What is the answer? What can i do?
How would you deal with this?
if it were happening to you
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Comments
Be strong for those you love and who love you...the many that do will always be there for you. I take strength from this piece, I think it is a very brave and raw piece of writing.
T
Thank you, I have my ups and downs. Like you say just one of those Sunday mornings. Too much time to think I suppose.
Mandy, .Very heartfelt piece. When I was sick and nobody thought I'd make it. I took comfort in God and just prayed and prayed! Love, Terry Kay
thank you for your lovely words, I find I pray more now, mainly for strength to cope, as I fear there's no cure in the foreseeable future for Parkinson's. But you never know x