The truth

sat wanting the feelings to just go away because they make my feel unworthy 
Yet to others I’m sat here with this perfect life 

Sat wishing I could just feel like I used to because it not nice feeling like your not capable 
Yet to others I’m sat with all my shit together and a good brain in my head 

Sat willing my demons to shut up because they really shouldn’t still be in my life 
Yet to others I’m sat with the most rosey life possible when in reality that couldn’t be further from the truth