The wall

I  hit you harder than I thought I ever would recently 
I hit you head first concussing my thoughts into  places that I was trying to avoid but need to go to 

You where put up by events, events that should never have happened but because they did your final brick went in 
You where built thanks to my inability to process all that’s in my head right now 

I hit you like a bull dozer diminishing a building causing the mental rubble to go everywhere and secrete itself into places I didn’t want it to go 
I hit you at a time where I seemed to have my shit together yet I hit you and all that effort and progress just disappeared 

You will be destroyed soon, yes it will be hard and difficult but I know that by not destroying you all I’m doing is building up your family 
You will be beaten