The Wheel

Noise,lights,more lights,
Exit signs nonexistant,
Trapped among the glitter,
My rent is gone,my house too,,
My car is sold,gobble gobble,
It will make you hobble,
My life is next,
Cold metal against hot skin,
The anger and self hatred,
I can't take the shame,
The lying and the pain,
The excitement of winning,
The self destruction,
The wheel spins round,
The hope is high,
All I've gathered in my life gone,
Loved ones betrayed,family gone,
I lost my soul,
Will God still love me after this?,
With the refrain of "why did I do this",
Dark angry faces I see,
Whisper,whisper in my ear,
And they lied,I didn't have fun,
Fleeced to the bone one and all.