THIS ARE PERIODS, THOSE WERE PASTS...

This pain in my ovaries are familiar,
But this are periods and those were past.
This pains, this hallucinations are very similar;
this are my periods and those were my pasts.
A past, that's so horrible like a nightmare that still lasts.

I used to be left alone;
crouching my belly, a rough sex aftermath.
I was a fool, a sex doll and a clone;
you fucked me up and took me to unknown paths.

The pains are real,
mental and physical.
You'll never know, 
it rips off my heart and my skin peals.
You hurt me and I need therapy physiological and psychological;
I'm too scared, I'm too messed up to show.

Time witnesses, time heals slowly slowly slowly;
I used to question my sanity but now I know I'm innocent, beautiful and holy.
Karma is a bitch maybe you'll get yours (God knows),
But till that time I'll not be there to see those epic dramas and karma's show.