This Broken Part of Me

I seem to worry
about everything that
Could happen to me

And I still think
About all the hurt
That runs threw my veins

I can't seem to forget
Or let go
When people throw
It all back in my face

It feels like
I don't have a choice
When I keep hearing that noise
That reminds me
How worthless I am

I tried to stop it
Others say you're doing this
to yourself, on pourpose
But they don't know what I've felt
And the thoughts of worthless

Others have tried to help me
But for some reason they can't heal
This broken part of me

And for some stupid reason
I start to worry

What will happen to me
What will others think
What can help me
If so many have tried
including I

I've turned to heaven
By felt the pain
All over again
It doesn't seem to work
Like everyone says it will
I can't help but stand still
When others keep throwing
Everything in my face

I won't be able to take
What they gave
And still seem to hate
me for

That's when I can't take much more

For some reason no one
Can heal This broken part of me
For some stupid reason
I can get free

They says I works for them
But they're not me
So why can't I
Seem to believe
It's gonna be okay
When I Throw it in my own face

I can't seem to help it
I've taken too much of this

So for some reason
I can't seem to free
This broken part of me

If I could stop it
I would
But I've tried so many times
If only I could

I would so heal
This broken Part me
I would definitely
Free this broken part of me