This collapsed body of mine
I have been terribly cruel to my bodyÂ
Maybe because I’ve learnt from othersÂ
Children imitate their parents, after all
Even if leads to their downfallÂ
You filthy, worthless, ugly girl
There’s not a single beautiful part of you
I’m a filthy, worthless, ugly girl
There’s not a single beautiful part of meÂ
Since I’m such a hopeless girl
I can’t help but agreeÂ
There’s not much left of this collapsed body of mine now
I only meant to follow your lead
I must’ve gotten consumed by greed
I only meant to make myself bleed
Yet I ended up like this, somehowÂ
When did I become my own bully?
Maybe from the moment I met othersÂ
I would like to heal this collapsed body of mineÂ
While others merely bruised itÂ
I broke itÂ
For now, I’ll lie and say that it’s fineÂ
I don’t think I can make myself wholeÂ
For how does one heal a hole?
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A stella write SG, and once again your art work reflects perfectly the subject of this piece. Body dismorphia is a road of self destruction and you penned that beautifully here. I loved the lineÂ
"When did I become my own bully?"
It is so true, we become our worse enemies in this situation. It can feel impossible to climb out of that mindset too.Â
A great write once againÂ
Gwen xÂ
Thank you kindly Gwen, I’m glad you liked this write ❤️❤️