Those Thoughts

They Do It For The Fame Money And Lust
Im Alone Again Because People I Cant Trust
My Engine Has Run Out Of Oil Im Starting To Rust
I Really Dont Wanna Deal With This Pain
But I Gotta Deal To Stay Sane
Always Riding Solo In My Own Lane
Why Do They All Betray Me Father
Sometimes I Wonder Why I Even Bother
If I Was Far Away Would They Wish I Stayed
So Many Memories They Will Eventually Fade
This Is The Life I Chose The Decision I Made
I Just Wanna Get My Babies To A New Place All Bills Paid
My Mind Is Gone My Heart Is Hurt And Full Of Sadness
How Can I Really Be Mad When I Participated In The Madness