Thy Own Selfie

Here in that
grand chasm
between my ears
where fear
and
ignorance reside 

I seek to bridge
knowledge gaps
through any
and all means applied

Used to seek
chemical
enlightenment
but the crash
just was not
worth the high

So now I'm back
in the hole
from whence
I began

Struggling to live
with this ignorant
personal enigma
I may be destined
to never fully understand