Tied together for life.

I loved you deeply
for 6 whole years
you bought me so much happiness
but also alot of tears.

Our relationship wasn't normal
the control, the anger, the hurt
but that never stopped me loving you
I even still wear your shirt.

We have a beautiful daughter
She ties us together til the end
but right now that's so hard to bear
The pain is driving me round the bend.

I fixed you, you broke me
you literally smashed my heart
I couldn't repair it if I tried
I wouldn't know where to start.

It's hard to know where to look
for the answers to this mess
My heart is saying one thing
but my head is saying that's not best

I wish I could take you back 
and save you from your pain
but I know that nothing has changed
and our relationship will just stay the same.

And it breaks my heart to know
that you think I don't even care
Truth is I care more than you know
but the emotional blackmail isn't fair

I need to take some time
to heal and get over all this
and maybe then we can reunite
and maybe we can find bliss.