Time Stops

Time stops but I still keep going,hell is 
unleashed on me but my heart is still pumping, 
I make no wins but I am still standing,you say 
there is no more us and I fall to my knees, I 
die and you are free to wander the world while 
I walk towards the light at the end of the 
tunnel, but wait time starts ticking again the 
tunnel disappears,and I am back in my body I 
stick a dagger through you,you don't die I 
yell, you don't flinch, I cry and you just 
walk away, now I am back in that tunnel but 
instead of walking, I charge in all directions 
but there is nothing except for the light at 
the end of this tunnel, but then I turn around 
and there is an exit I open it then I land 
right in front of the light but for now I hide 
in the darkness where I reside not to see 
anyone, not to care for anyone, anymore yet I 
still carry this dagger for when I lose it, I 
lose my only true way out. . .