Time to say goodbye

In my darkest hour
I shed no tears 
Like a lost ship at sea 
Longing for an island to appear 
My deepest fear erased
Giving back sanity to the insane 
spaghetti junction minds
Take the wrong turn 
Crash and burn 

Rollercoaster of emotions frozen 
Unwilling to face the truth 
Every day is a fight 
dr jackal wins
Two steps forward, three steps back 
People all around me, so isolated 
In my darkest hour 
I have no regrets 
Just peace with oneself 
Let me rest