To give you hope

I write my poems at 4 am
Lack of daylightÂ
Seems to be the chance for inspiration
Cause the spotlight
Is focused on the monstersÂ
Who refuse to show themselves in sunlightÂ
Secrets we hold tight
But don't have the strength to grasp when the days become nightsÂ
So I write
Words through different lettersÂ
To try to communicate
My oppressionÂ
But I'm not oppressed until I allow the weight to press down on my heart
In the shape of regrets and mistakes
I hold my hands up and pray
For sunlightÂ
Some right
In a world where I can only see wrong
But I can't feed the hungry with my wordsÂ
I can't build them shelter with sentence structuresÂ
Or warm them
From the cold airÂ
By losing sleep wondering if I should just take the chanceÂ
Let the monsters loose and see where they take me
Set them free and follow behind them
CloselyÂ
Holding my breathÂ
Praying the night won't endÂ
QuietlyÂ
Listening to what they tell me
That there's always someone in need of savingÂ
And I can't save them allÂ
So I might as well stay focused on saving myself
Cause every mistake leads to a consequence
Consciousness keeps me hoping for a hope I can hang on toÂ
Keeps me praying for a prayer I can pray for youÂ
Yearning for a gift I can give to you
Cause my words might not feed your hunger tonightÂ
And my sentences won't give you safety
The fire in my veins races to my heart
And I breathe it out through my handsÂ
Or a pen
they become words
And it's still night but now the light is peaking through the window promising to kill the monsters if I open my eyes
But I'd take the chance to lose everything I'd hopedÂ
If I could give you just that,
Hope.Â
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