To him

You bought roses and said they remind
 you of our love
But to me our love must be dead
Because the roses were red and they remind me of blood
I told you my favorite color is yellow 
Why not get me any flower that color?
I guess you really don't care tho
But it's the thought that counts right?
last time you told me to buy you beer I got you a corona ...you love corona. ..but you got mad cause you wanted budlight
But it's the thought that counts right?
You call me when you need me and answer my text when you want 
But when I text you because I need you...it's like "what do you want?"
Do you see the irony? Do you see the difference?
 I always wonder does he like me?.... but if you question my love that ...that is non sense... 
for my love for you continues to grow but your interest in me is at a pace too slow....do you see the difference?
I do...you see... I fell in love... you in your feelings ..are confused and lost...
 For I know for sure ...you lust me and I lust you too
For I want not only that but your heart and mind... I want you to be completely mine...Do you understand? 
I hope one day you figure out what you want...because you're killing me slowly 
Don't worry my love for you is still strong...  but let me know if you love me or not so my anxiety and insecurities are done. 
You said you have been very patient with me because I am nice... so here I will wait for you patiently to decide because I am nice.