to let go

I missed you for so such a long time,
In so many ways,
That over time it has become a part of me,
I wake up,
Stretch,
Breathe,
And miss you..
Everyone tells me to let it go..
to let YOU go,
and I say,
that it is not a simple task but to ask your heart to stop beating,
and that no matter how long you hold your breath for,
you cant hold it forever,
and so I could only stop missing you the way I do,
if I were to stop being myself entirely..