To my mother

To my mother
to unsure so much pain that with word cut and bleed.
To feel like I was nothing to you bit even a daughter it seemed.
You let me die when you didn't protect me.
The value of my love for you was unconditional.
You as my mother meant the world to me.
Even when you didn't love me.
I didn't understand why as the days progressed you still did not appreciate me. 
Alone and heart broken i had to live.
All this years tortured by what could not be.
This challenge of trying to make you see.
How much love I had for you within.
So today I say to you a mother of hate.
A mistake you say I was now standing tall.
Follow my hopes and dreams god blessed me with what's precious to me.
A love like no other a love so true .
I just wished you could now see how much of a treasure I can be.
That I can not seem to think how you as a mother could not love me.
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