to my parents

i shouldn't of lied 

i shouldn't of made you cry

disappointed is all you are in me

we were always so mean 

fight about anything

you only wanted the best for me 

i'm just trying to figure things out

hairs getting pulled out

spit flying as we fight

i just wanna be who i wanna be

i'm sorry mom and dad

i wanna do better

be the person you want me to be

i know i have messed up 

i know i should be better

but i am me

you gave me so much time

but sometimes  

time is of the essence