He'll never know

I can't seem to think straight
my eyes filled with tears
my heart is aching
my hand reaches for yours
you're nowhere to be found
your body is here
but your mind is ideal
although you're here 
I feel so alone
I sit up and wonder
does he even know?
My love for him is always here 
but he will never know
he'll never know the nights I wonder
will I ever end up alone