To you my mother

From my heart to you my mother. It started all from the inside of you, when you went through great pain, and I came to life in your loving arms my mother. Therefore I thank you a thousand kisses upon your kind hands mother, and I thank you before I thank god mother. I love you mother. It was you who brought me to life, who cared for me, and nurtured me. Then why is that as I grew into a woman you started seeing me as your worst enemy? You aimed to destroy me, and you did. As sweet and heavenly as your love was for me mother, as bitter and hellish your hate turned out to be. You had no mercy when it came to hatting me. You locked away your heart, and started treating me like an animal. You may not see it that way but did, you destroyed me Mother. With my broken wings, with my painful tears, with my shattered heart I still say I love you mother. I saw your love, your hate, your cruelty. I see your pain, your struggles, your sacrifices mother. I don't know what to make of our bound. All I know is that you're my mother, therefore I love you mother. I'm not yet ready to let you go, and I don't think I will ever be. Don't let go, don't leave me mother, I cry all night sitting up on my bed thinking of what the world be like without you mother. And don't want to know. I will never let you go. I will hold you tight even when you push me away, I will never ever let you go.