To”knight”

Confused 
not about “ The who “
but more about 
“ The time “
Everyone knows 
it has always
been her, yes you !
JENNIFER 
What has seemed 
like a lifetime, 
a true eternity 
in reality has been 
less than a year 
Every minute apart 
my heart has desired 
to be near, back within 
arms reach, next to you 
Your name, still engraved 
on my arm, our horoscopes 
still etched on my shoulder 
My eyes still wandering 
looking for the face 
that made my heart race 
uninterested in the rest 
By far this has been 
the hardest test 
to discover yourself 
re-invent an entire life 
filled with disarray 
Overcoming years 
of fears, drowning in tears 
from missing her love 
and still managing 
to become better, 
day by day 
and the only answer 
that makes any of it 
make sense and possible:
It’s all because of You!
My motivation 
my lost companion 
my best friend 
my safe haven 
my guardian Angel 
You’re gone now 
lost in time 
like a Princess
trapped in a tower,
guarded by a dragon 
feeling cursed 
waiting for Prince Charming 
I lost your love 
as an ungrateful peasant 
not knowing 
how to care for 
the love I needed 
and desired 
but since then 
my life journey 
DISCOVERY 
Has taught me 
of much needed 
LESSONS
Has granted me 
of much needed 
COURAGE 
I’m no longer him 
he has transformed 
from an insecure boy 
to a knight and shinning armor 
PREPARED to battle 
and slay the dragon 
SAVING you 
from a life 
away from your 
PARTNER 
Releasing you 
from feeling captive 
Unleashing our 
old love, replenishing 
our purpose in life 
CREATING 
A HAPPILY EVER AFTER