Tomorrow

It's been nine months and fourteen days since you've left this earth
Remembering the times I've spent with you during your stay at Highland Park Medical Care
I ignored the truth that was right in front of my face
Because it was something I did not want to admit
Savoring all those precious moments with you
For the time being, locking you and me in my own little world of never-ending sorrows
I blamed God for making you pay for the wrongdoing that I've committed
Frequently she would look like she's no longer there 
I'd ask a lot of questions just so she could talk to me a little bit longer
By this time the Myeloma has already spread throughout her internal organs and entire body
She would always laugh it off like it was nothing
she would be the one comforting me with her brightest smile; she could give me.
She wore the same kind of smile
On her wedding day; she displayed
As if she was walking down the aisle to be with the man in white tuxedo
She'll caress my face with one hand and say

Don't you worry about anything, I'll be fine. Use my clothes.

At that point I knew that she knows she won't be able to see tomorrow. 

Gwen.P