Too tired for anything

Sometimes I get lost in thoughts
and drifted away to the point of no return,
it seems to me that I will forget to come back,
cos' all I can see is sadness and crash,
breath of short duration,
thought which disappear in instant.

For too long I was looking for something
and left with empty pockets,
with view stare in the distances,
I have been long forgotten by myself,
on the stone path without living world.

I gave my hands to solitude,
to take me in the wilderness,
bury me with all the unfulfilled hopes,
it's better that way,faster it will pass.

I know , somewhere is a light,
burning just for me,
somewhere far beyond the sea,
but a lot of years I spent in searching,
so I couldn't try it one more time.