Torment

Why must you do this? 
I feel torn inside... 
I look at you and yet you look away... 
My words have no effect... 
Why cannot you just understand? 
Every time you do this to me... 
It makes me wonder more and more 
Have I nothing left in this world? 
Nothing to look forward to? 
You take away all reason, 
Color fade to black and white, 
Draining every bit of my might 
Again and Again at Night 
Crying not of fright... 
but of you, you and you alone 
nothing more, 
I just never want to be alone...