Tortured soul...

When will it end?
When control hovers over me like a stranger,
When I let my demons play games like a killer,
A lonely existence of being a true fictitious liar,
Do I live with a tortured soul forever and ever,
I cry over everything because I can't stop thinking,
I think about everything because I can't stop crying,
I listen to everyone because I have no voice,
The hurt I'm feeling please take it away, oh Lord,
When will it end? 
If I'm a tortured soul
Do I live on my own?
I lay in the bath 
Is it worth it to submerge?
If I'm a tortured soul 
How long will it last? 
How do I repent?
Do I hear a hummingbird? 
I surely can't 
For I am, a tortured soul
When will it end
If I'm a tortured soul;