Sad days past

I am as cold as death
Jesus would weep
To behold such grief
That bleeds from my heart
Like a crossed man
Hear I hang
An offering to a broken world
The product of an evil God
Left to rot on my bed of nails
With the slime of jinn on my skin forever
These Spectors haunting my thoughts always
Telling me strange stories of murder and suspicion
I am forsaken
Leave me be world for I am death and know this
There's nothing left behind these eyes no love 
No life no joy just the pitiful silence of a broken life
Alas I have sinned and there is no forgiveness
When the truth is known
So leave me be for I am cold remembrance
And that alone
I will walk among men no more
I am unworthy to watch innocent children pass my door
These eyes are defiled and bring the dark curse on those seen
For strange Spectors walk with me
They see all my thoughts my dreams 
And the nightmare in between
How I bleed and these hands have blood upon them
What have I done
To deserve such a wretched fate
Am I too late Lord for redemption 
Ohh forgive me father for I have sinned
And it's to late
It's to late for liam