Tristeza

The irresistible comfort in sadness
Tears wept in fountains of shamefulness 
Worthlessness
a hollow adversary that few realize beyond the essence of being
This darkness draws me in with immense force
I am unwilling at first and I resist
but soon discover I have been here so many times before, Undeniably 
I belong here, 
I know that now my true friend.
Besides ultimately there is no escape. Right?
This is beyond the realms of existence where everything ceases and all is one.
I am consumed by this eternal nothingness and am absolved and dissolved never to exist again.
This my true friend is
where I truly belong...
This is my purpose!