When I first met you..

When I first met you 
I fell instantly in 
love with you,
but baby now 
I'm lost and
my heart is
frozen 
blue...
Inside.

I had never ever 
experienced 
someone like you
who could brighten...
the world like the stars do
when they're shining
their light on you

it's true...

and even though....
I was lost in your smile...
and
the radiance of your
sparkling 
eyes...
I was sure I'd finally
found my
true
soul mate...
and together
forever 
we'd be
like some
spectacular
Red
velvet dream...
and life it 
seems...
would always be
Perfect with you
My love...

Before I met you 
it was hard to love...
I had lost all hope 
in myself
and felt so 
scared
   but
then the year that I first 
 met you,
it's no surprise 
was the best year in
all of my
life,
and I can never forget
the way you 
made me...
feel inside...
and now the memory of 
my still
aching heart..
haunts
a symphony playing a
sad
song of
loneliness...
in an ocean of uncharted 
sadness...

and I prayed...
that we'd never 
ever
 be 
apart for not 
even
a single day...

Your romantic and
hypnotic eyes 
leaves my heart 
beating 
to the blind
rhythm
of time
and 
I will never forgive myself..
for 
hurting you my love
and 
ultimately ....
losing you...
my love for you..
won't
fade..
away

and
now all I have is a wound 
that won't ever 
heal...
like a darkness that steals the light
from the day.
       and 
the sun rises no longer 
in my aching
heart.. 
but I still
feel that 
sacredness 
when I think of our
beautiful love..

and I know
I felt real love for the first and 
the last time
with you....
my sweet love....❤️ 
My sweet
Saifon