The Truman Show Delusion

What I had was a delusion, in seclusion,

Of a Truman Show, what a blow,

Thinking I was on camera, 24/7 to be exact,

My mind cracked, thought I was hacked,

Thought there was a transmission, the only ambition,

Was to know the truth of a secret, kept from me,

Did not happen, a false reality, it's plain to see,

I have a rare illness, sets the stillness,

Of schitzophrenia, there is no mania,

Not hearing many voices, gives me choices,

My delusions are gone ,nothing wrong,

With taking meds, something said,

About success, I confess, was like playing chess,

With myself, but I was in checkmate, thought I was late,

To figure out, what it was all about,

It was a waste of my time, sure there was a crime,

Done to me, tried switching from coffee to tea,

Thought everyone was an actor, the only factor,

Was my denial, which went on for a while