Trust

I thought I can always trust people, however the sad reality is that I really can't these says. You assume everyone is on the same page as you but they really aren't. You blind yourself from their intentions and how they are really like because you don't want to believe how the person is. You make excuses for them when someone else questions you. That's the mistake people make. You put so much trust into someone else but you actually don't know how they can use what you have told them against you. 

It changes a lot of things and make you question all the people you actually do trust. You start becoming distant from them people and start seeing how they are. The sad bit is that it can be to late before you realise that. You only realise them sort of things when something bad happens. 

That's the only time you actually see  how people are.  People who you thought were you friends. They still think you okay content with them but really you don't feel the same about them anymore. So you just play the act like you are "Okay" with them but deep down things have changed. You don't want them show them changes,so you play the act like everything is. 

Trust is hard to gain but you especially think it wouldn't be hard with people you have known for years but that isn't an excuse anymore. I've learned not to trust people quickly and people aren't always what they seem to be. They can be different to your face but inside their intentions can be really different towards you